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Thursday, January 20, 2005

I hate the way you smile at me

When you know that I am pissed

I hate the way you look into my eyes

And you make me laugh

I hate the way I laugh at your jokes

Even when their corny

I hate the way you try to win me over

When know I don’t like you one bit

I hate it when I you give me a hug

And you kiss me on my cheek

The biggest thing

I just hate you

You can’t see it

We fight all the time

I yell at you

I hit you

I hate you

 

Madeleine Anderson

 


Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Currently Playing
Girl All Bad Guys Want
By Bowling for Soup
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Pitiful symphony

 

Ringing like doorbell

The sound echoes through the house

Why can’t you see it now?

This pitiful symphony

 

The loud, banging, thunder bolts

Yet no one makes a sound

I wonder if you see it now

This Pitiful symphony

 

The music plays fast

Running like a little kid

I know you see it now

This pitiful symphony

 

 

Madeleine Anderson

 


Sunday, January 09, 2005

ijm trying to make this serious
but also whitty and clever
you said i never mean 'im sorry
but this is my only trulyand forever

i'd tried not to be funny
to make this sencere
to make a full apologie
to make one you will hear

so as i write this poem
i say sorry to you
for all the shit that i say
all the stuff that i do

sorry when i say dumb things
sorry when i piss you off
sorry when i'm disobiedent
sorry when i over talk

sorry when i bring you down
when in my mind its right
in my heart its really not
i'm just to scared to hold you tight

sorry when i say i love you
only when you ask
sorry for when you put me first
when i deserve to be the very last

most of all im sorry for pushing you away
when i needed you the most
i didnt want you to see my tears
so only hatred showed

 

madeleine

 

PS this is to all who i have pushed away or put down. but mostly dedicated to my mother. i love her so much but i never show it even when i know i should and she deserves to hear i love you from me every day


Friday, January 07, 2005

Why do you try to hold onto me?

When you know I’m slipping away

Why do you try to keep me in your arms?

When I’m not so excited to stay

 

It’s obvious you act like I’m something special

Although in your heart you know I’m not

So why do you pretend I’m the love of your life

When you know I’m not even close to hot

 

You hang around all the time

And you know you don’t want to be there

You don’t really care about me and my feelings

But you hide the fact that you have something to share

 

-madeleine anderson


Saturday, December 25, 2004

Single Tear

i sit down
staring at the sky
as if i didnt notice
a single tear shed my eye
someone comes over
asks me if im alright
i say nothing
still staring at the sky
they start to hold me
feel my head
i pay them no mind
i feel like im in my warm bed
dont you feel
all warm inside
right before
your about to die?
heh, it started out
a single tear
which ended my life
for the ones i love dear

Madeleine Rose Anderson

 

 

i entered this in a contest on poetry.com and yea..um...didnt win anything obviously...okey doke thats it bye bye



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